The count down is on. The fear is rising. Doubt threatens to punch me in the gut.
"You can't do it."
"You are going to fail."
I might. Will I? Can I? Fail. These thoughts torment me as they bounce around in my head. My own self doubt.
Then I realize that all these thoughts are false.
I serve a Lord who is so much bigger than thoughts of self doubt that hang out in my mind looking for any weak moment to jump on the band wagon to cheer me down a spiraling slide of "I can' do this".
I choose to stop. I choose to realize the false of my self doubt.
Standing in the promises of the King. Trusting that He will equip me with the skills I need to fulfill the plan he has laid out me (Romans 8:28).
Every time I say I can't...it speaks against what God can and what He will do.
It isn't about me. This journey isn't about me. It is about Christ. I am just the vessel for His work.